3/15/07 (Me to Babe)
Just wanted to let you know that I shipped the wine bottles today UPS. However, they would not allow mw to send it in the Vodka box, but they did re-pack it. You should be receiving it by Monday.
As for the cost, and the check, please send me a check for one dollar, and dont forget to sign it. I still have the one for $35.00 you gave me, and I just want to get another signature of yours. (dont really have to)
I know what you mean about the Arby's, because there was a time when Luis wanted to go to a Friday's, but I told him I could not go there because that was a place we used to go often, and it would remind me too much of our dinners there. Fridays is a place I could never, ever, go without you.(Radisson is the 6000 building)Enjoy the wine,
Me
3/14/07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
Thank you so much. I really wanted one for myself, but didn't want to ask you to get too many. After I had sent the email to you I remembered how you would refer to these things as your "missions". You always came through and absolutely NEVER let me down...as you did once again this time. Thank you so much for "as usual" making sure I had the same (if not more) than everyone else. Let me know how much I need to send you and I'll write a check. I certainly don't expect you to foot the bill for this. I know you're getting upset that I'm saying this, but please don't be. It would take the remainder of my time here to even begin to make up for everything you've alreaday given me.
Seriously for a minute....I should've told you more often that of everyone else in my life...you will always be the one who I've learned I can count on forever. Thanks again.
Oh, I knew there was something I wanted to tell you....there is an Arby's in the food court at the Broadway Mall now. I haven't gone there and don't think I will because it has alot of sentimental memories for us. Besides it wouldn't be the same, if we weren't eating the sandwich either poolside in Florida outside of the ..shit..600 or 6000 building...I neve could remember the friggin number, or getting on a flight back to NY after a great vacation.
Talk to you soon....thanks again
Me
3/13/07 (Me to Babe)
Babe, I'm on a "Mission"!!!
Did't really know how many bottles you wanted. So, I suspected two, is what you needed. Well, this mission was easy. I already got them. But instead of two, which you are giving away, I got you a third, so you can keep one for yourself. You NEEEEEED ONE! I just got you get those styrofoam peanuts so I can pack it good before shipping it. By the way its coming in a Vodka box, only one I could get that would fit. Will ship it by the end of the week, UPS.Thanks for the "mission". Need more? Let me know.
Me
3/12/07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
Wow..It sounds like you have a definite plan & goal for yourself. I'm very happy to hear that. You deserve only good things now. I'm glad you've been given the opportunity to have free/non-working time for yourself. I guess your mom provided whatever she could for you to be able to help you with anything you need for the future. The rest is up to you. I truly hope you go wherever makes you happy and you can connect with your girls again. I'm sure they'll re-think the relationship and realize sometimes even late is better than never to have you in their lives again. Good Luck.
If you have some time and would like another one of my "adventures in finding something", I have a little favor....I found a sparkling wine called "PINK" in one of my cooking magazines. It is imported from Australia by a company called Yellowglen. Unfortunately, because of some friggin regulations, it can't be shipped to New York. There are several states it's allowed and Florida is one of them. I have 2 options: Do you think you could call a couple of liquor stores in Miami (local to you) and find out if they carry it, or if I ordered it from the Yelloglen website and had it shipped to you, would you be able to ship it to me? I wanted to give a bottle to Toni and Cindi for a house-warming present. Let me know if you mind doing this. I perfectly understand if you don't. I'll absolutely pay for whatever expenses you have to get it to me..
Please don't feel obligated to do it..Nevada is another state that it can be shipped to, however, trying to explain it to Martha may be a bit difficult.!!!...Thanks again. Let me know.
I have to get back to work, talk to you soon. Regards to Luis and Julie
Me
3/10/07 (Me to Babe)
Babe:The last 10 to 12 days have been one of many decisions for me. Allow me to explain. It started out with deciding whether to continue the mortgage company in NY or to discontinue it. The Banking Dept is requiring a lot more paperwork as well as huge amounts of fees that I just don’t see meeting at this time. I only saw a benefit for keeping the company open in NY if there was a possibility of me returning. Secondly, the car’s license plate. I am using the NY one, and have looked into Florida insurance which is considerably cheaper than NY, but with that, I must change the plates also. I was thinking about keeping the NY plates on the car till they expire in October 07, but it seems I get a greater savings from the insurance part, than if I kept the NY plates till October.
I also looked into the insurance on my mother’s house when it is finally turned over to me. And, also into the real estate taxes. You are never going to believe this one. The house insurance, with a $2500 deductible, will be $4283 per year. The taxes will go from the current $2090, to $7,964. This is outrageous! I won’t pay these kinds of taxes.
Another thing I am contemplating is getting the Florida Real Estate license. I contacted an old friend of my mother from Cuba, who is a Realtor here, and she introduced me to the Broker of her firm who also owns a mortgage company. I have placed my Florida Mortgage Brokers license, which I already had, with him. And I will be applying for the real estate classes which I must do all over again for Florida for the State exam. This whole process, I suspect will take several months more.
One other thing that I have been contemplating is that because of the exorbitant costs of insurance and taxes on the house, I was thinking about selling it and using the money to get a Condo. The Condo’s are averaging $200,000 to $250,000. The average taxes are approximately $3500 -3800. These are a lot more manageable than $12,000 for a house. I have been thinking about these ideas because I want to have something I can call my own at some point in my life. And, once my mother’s house is sold, I will have to find a place to live. Fortunately, Florida does not have basements! I have also not given up on the idea of Vegas, although Arizona may also be an alternative. There are a lot more decisions I must make, and as you know, I do not make any decisions very readily. It is also possible for me to buy a Condo here in Miami and also buy one in Vegas. If I did such a thing, it will be with the intention of eventually moving out there after Luis and Julie are gone.
You mentioned about my enjoying a mini retirement, and it’s true I do not have a 9-5, Monday to Friday job-which I wish I never have. But for now, my job (or it can be called volunteer work) is to spend time with Luis, and doing things for Julie. Just to give you an example: Julie is forgetting many things that she says, or does. Recently she received a mail advertisement about an insurance program, and the ad seemed logical to her. She called the agent in, and changed her health insurance coverage. Then forgot about it, and kept on seeing the same Doctors she had under the old plan. When the Doctors didn’t get paid by the old company, they started to bill her directly. Now, I’m trying to resolve this issue between the Doctors, and the Insurance Companies. So, I guess to answer your question, I do not consider myself semi retired, although I do not see myself as employed.
As for keeping in touch with Floyd and others in NY; I have spoken with Floyd a few times over the months because he wants to know if I am coming back to NY. I have been evasive in telling him I’m not returning, because I still have one deal pending, and I wish to get paid in full. There are a few other friends I do keep in touch with. As for Neal—must you ask—I don’t ever want to hear from him.
Babe, I wish to be able to establish myself someplace that I can call my own – my own house or apartment – have my own furniture, somewhere I can move to or from without having to pack everything I own into a car. The fact at my age, I have made two major moves, in which all I own have fit into a car. One thing I know for sure is that I am not the smartest, but certainly one of the luckiest men on this earth. I have not only had the privilege of loving the most beautiful woman I have ever known, but I have also had the outstanding luck of working in an industry where I have not been required to work 9-5, Monday to Friday. I have earned a good income over the years, and I’m grateful that I have been able to survive for almost two years without having to have had to work to make ends meet. True that from time to time, funds seem to dry out, and I’m reaching that end again, but somehow the bills have always been paid. This is why I consider myself very lucky. I know you may not agree with me in this respect. I know that is very difficult for you to have to work two, maybe three jobs to pay your bills. And, perhaps what I am saying here may make no sense to you, but it is a reality of what I am living. For once, (in the past two years) I am looking forward to having a future, to having my own place, to start working the business (maybe even a different one) again.
I have been in touch with my kids (a long story which revolves around Julie). They are angry with me for not contacting them when my mother died. And for not doing what I should have done in regards to them as a father for 11 years. I hope in the future, they may forgive me, although I know the damage is irreparable to both of them.
Im going to stop for now, but I have a story to tell you about the dog in the next letter. (or book I write you)Me
3/ /07 (Babe to Me)
HI,
OOps...I didn't know that about he blood thing... I guess I'll have to do without the pretty pink laptop until I strike it rich. I was really only kidding about needing it (wanting it is another story..lolol)...I knew it would make you smile when I said that. I actually googled "pink computers/laptops"...they really DO make pink ones!!!...that are much less expensive. Maybe someday....
Really though...I know you would get it for me, but it's at the bottom of the list of things I truly need right now....thanks anyway. As for the M&M's....I saw the website and you have to buy 4 bags of those personalized M&M's....it's a cute idea.....but not right now...thanks again.
How's everything going by you? I don't mean to be funny, but what are you doing besides having garage sales and caring for Luis & Julie? Are you working? If not, I hope you're enjoying your mini-retirement. You definitely deserve it. Do you still keep in touch with anyone here? Floyd, Neil or Jose? What about your girls? I honestly hope you've been able to connect with them again. I'm so sorry about that situation. I know it had alot to do with me.
Have to get back to work...talk to you again soon. I was going to call you last week just to talk. Is that OK with you?
Me.
3/4/07 (Me to Babe)
About this laptop computer. It's impossible for you to sell a gallon of your blood. As per 'ask.yahoo.com', "A woman weighing 110 pounds would have about 3.5 quarts.", (less than a gallon), and I know you don't weigh 110 pounds!!! And, don't you even kid about selling a kidney! Look at how Luis is living. If you want it, just ask.Just like the M&M's.
Me
2/26 /07 (Babe to Me)
I NEED THAT!!!!!!!!.......
....all I have to do is sell a kidney and a gallon of blood!!!!!
2/25/07 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe
Thanks for writing me, and giving so much to talk about here. First, Im glad to hear about Mike, guess he is serious about his girlfriend. Am also glad to hear he is making all the arrangements for his travels. He has already grown up!!! Keep enjoying him for as long as you can. As for John, I know he can take care of himself. Just keep worrying when he goes out.
Second, thanks for telling me about how you felt and about the Doctor. You are right, I always want to know how you feel. Mostly because I want you to be alright, all the time. If you ever need anything…, … you know.
Third, I have great respect for your mother for traveling cross country twice a year alone (I would still be willing to pick her up, & bring her to NY). She is happy in Vegas, in her own home, with her friends, and going out to the Casinos. She really knows how to enjoy her life. One thing, what do you tell her about me, us, when she asks? Does she know how I still feel about you?
When I asked if you were happy, I meant you, about you. I know your kids are the most important thing in your life, as I have always agreed should be, and your friends are second, but how about yourself? About your life?
Julie has a new set of teeth. I know, what did she have before? She had her teeth pulled one by one over the years, and never replaced them. She received an award from her accident and she used the money to get her dentures made. She is happy to be able to each things she can bite other than mush stuff. Luis has fallen 4 times outside and in his apartment because his knees are getting weaker. He now has a wheelchair to get around when he wants to use it.
You know how Im always looking for new, original things for you. Well, I found a web site for you to look at: http://usa.asus.com/event/microsoft/s6.html , this is a PINK laptop computer.
You know you should have it.
Im okay. Gaining weight from eating crap at night. Don’t do any exercise (you know me). Next letter Ill tell you about the measly garage sale, and the next one I want to schedule in March. Also what I plan on doing with the house.Please be well, and always let me know how you are.
Me
2/22/07 ( Babe to Me)
Hi,
How are you? Hope all is well with everyone. Thanks for your nice Valentine's Day message. It really did mean alot to me that you remembered.
I haven't been feeling too well for a couple of days. I went to the doctor because I was having some chest discomfort and my right arm and fingers were very tingly and numb.....a little scary. Thankfully, after several tests, everything seemed to be normal. I'm waiting for the results of the blood work. Hopefully that will be OK as well. I'll let you know.
Other than that, it's pretty uneventful here. Working, gym, home, kids... My mother went back to Vegas yesterday after being here since October! You know she was happy to get back there. I spoke to her last night. She said the flight back was great!
Michael is dating a girl he met through a friend of his. She lives in Rhode Island so he's been traveling there by Amtrak (YIKES) once a month. He stays for the weekend. It definitely feels a bit strange. I'm happy for him. It's so strange that he makes all his Amtrak and LIRR reservations and travels alone. I know you understand what I'm talking about. My baby has grown up!! John bought himself an ATV and goes riding with his friends. Of course, I have no fingernails left when he takes that thing out, because I've bit them all off. So far he has all his teeth, no broken bones and his head is still attached.
You asked me in your last email if I'm happy. Well, I suupose the fact that the boys are doing well and happy is all I've ever really wanted. I'm a bit sad that Cindi and Toni are both far away now, but that's life. Cindi closed on her house yesterday. I saw the new BLACK owner. I have a feeling he's going to fix up the house and sell it for a profit.
Well, that's about it for now. Talk to you soon,
Me
2-14-07 (Me to Babe)
Happy Valentines DayHad to. Know its not your favorite Holiday, so I'll keep it un-sappy. But, just had to write you something.106Are you happy? Me
2-12-07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
How are you? HOpe you had a good weekend and a successful 2nd. garage sale. I'm not sure if I remembered to tell you that Cindi finally closed on her house. They had to reduce their (dellusional) price from $489,000 to $350,000. I think they both had a reality check when nobody was even looking at the house let alone making any offers. I haven't seen the new owners yet and don't know much about them...so we'll see. Also, Toni moved to Pennsylvania. She found a gorgeous house and had her house for sale as well, but didn't get her price, so she's just renting it for now. She said just in case she really hated it in PA, she would have a place to come back to .
Other than that, nothing much new. John had a nice birthday. He wanted me & Michael to go out with him and his girlfriend on the Friday night before his birthday to a restaurant to meet a bunch of his co-workers. I only stayed about 2 hrs., then went home. On Saturday, my family came over with Martha for cake and coffee. My mother sent her regards to you. She'll be heading back to Vegas at the end of the month. Nicole's Sweet 16 birthday party is this weekend so she's staying for that. I hope you did something special with Luis and Julie for his birthday.. Also, I was happy to hear about the nice new home for the dog.
The weather here turned very, very cold for a few days, but is getting a tiny bit milder. Maybe some snow tomorrow.
Hope you're well. Talk to you soon.
Me
2-2-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe: Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and Johnny on his birthday. I do wish him well, and a good year ahead. Sunday is the Super Bowl game, and I can remember the times we spent watching the games in your living room, eating snacks & having a good time (and massaging your feet). I will miss that. In fact I will not even watch the whole game, only remote to it from time to time. It doesn't mean the same to me anymore. Keep warm, I see it will be cold these coming few days. Hope Johnny has fun, and gets all he wants on his day. (he deserves it)
Me
1-29-07 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe:
Garage Sale: Two long days. Sold about $550 worth of stuff. At times it was hectic, but I had help. Julie was there, as were George and his wife. He was a good friend of my mothers, but he is showing his 85 years of age. Maybe I will have another one mid February. I will let you know.
When I read your emails, I try to put your expressions to them. Such as your hand going up, or raising your index finger, or stomping your right foot, etc to make your point. Its great remembering your unique ways of doing things. I’ll never forget them.
About your pictures, and your face; they were and are good memories. And I will never get tired of your face, or other parts, in fact, I can never get enough of you! I’ve always said that.
Told Luis about, “give him a big hug and a kiss” for his birthday, and he said thanks, but if I did that, he would beat me to death, so…
About the dog. He has a new home. I must tell you the whole story. Julie had spread the info about looking for a home for the dog, and a friend of her son’s Tony’s wife, who worked at a medical office, mentioned to her co-workers the story about the dog, and a man who was in the waiting room waiting for his son who was seeing the Doctor, looked up, and said he wanted to get a dog for his son. They exchanged info, and he called Julie, who asked him to come to the house. When he arrived with his son, the boy, about 10, fell in love with the dog. The man, mentioned the boys mother had passed away a few months before, and he did not want any Christmas presents, but he wanted a dog. So, the rest is history. How could I say no? Well, I believe it was meant to be. As for Dukey, I miss her. In fact, Luis got me a Dachshund calendar for 2007, and there are several pictures just like Dukey. I have it up on the wall. If you ever want to, I will come & get her (and you too).
As for me looking “fine”, you were always the diplomatic one. Thanks for saying that. I remember you saying that it did not matter to you how I looked on the outside. Never really knew if it was completely the truth, or just wanting not to hurt my feelings. Now, I know you were genuinely truthful, as always. Thanks.
Me
1-24-07 (Babe to Me)
HI,
Even I think you're losing it a little...I don't like looking at MY FACE that much...and I'm stuck with me!! There's nothing wrong with memories...especially good ones.
I'm happy to hear that Luis is getting around (with your help, of course). It's good to hear that you and him see more of each other than you were able to in the past. I'm sure it makes him feel really good to have you around.
I didn't know about his birthday being the same as John's. Give him a big birthday hug and kiss for me. Do something really special with him and Julia on his birthday. He deserves it.
I've never had a garage sale...it must be fun and a little nerve-racking. I'm sure everyone wants to bargain with the price. Have fun and enjoy it....even though the reaosn is kind of sad. What ever happened to the dog? Did you keep him?.. Um..I happen to know about a cute, little, brown, friggin...oops, I meant adorable Dukey dog who's about to get the boot if you're interested...I could ship her first class. I'll even throw in her new outfits....She's actually very good, except for the peeing...oh yeah and the eating-her-own-poop situation. The boys chipped in and bought me a beautiful new rug for the living room for Christmas. (They payed for it and I picked it out)....I think they were tired of hearing me say "THIS FRIGGIN HOUSE SMELLS LIKE PEEPEE"! But on a good note: I finally listened to you and set up the baby gates so Dukey has to stay in the kitchen. I felt so bad but, it's better than the PEEPEE!!!..She has a new bed at the end of the hall outside of my bedroom. I was letting her sleep in my room during the day, but she decided to pee in there.......dam, that dog is a spiteful @#$tch. Anyway, enough about MY DOG! Oh yeah, one more thing. I have to keep the door to the computer room closed as well, because I had my groceries in there for Christmas dinner, and she ate an entire bag of marshmellows....OK NOW I'm done. Sorry
Well, winter is here...but that's OK...I have 2 great jackets that you bought me which are very warm.
Have a nice garage sale...Regards to Luis and Julia. Take care...I'm sure you look fine. We all become one of our parents at some point...
Me
1-23-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe:
No, Im not drinking yet. Just because I believe you are as beautiful today as you were years ago, and always will continue to be, doesn’t mean I must be under the influence.
Its also an absolute fact that I am driving Luis crazy with your pictures. The other day, he took the book I keep in the car, and saw the 8 to 10 pictures of you I have between the pages. He also has seen the ones in the car visor, as well as the posters at home. He told me, everywhere he looks, he finds your pictures.
Don’t think I ever told you, but Luis’s birthday is the same day as Johnny’s, February 3rd. I hope he has a nice, memorable day.
As for me, I have become my father. I looked in the mirror and I see myself as he looked, as I remember him, before he passed away. He was a strong man, who endured a lot in his life, and although I don’t come close to living through what he had, I seem to have received many of his physical attributes.
Did you ever tell me if you wanted the M&M’s with your name on them? Also, I have found a company which makes “dog tags” like the army has, which can hold up to 13 characters and four lines. And, Philipa Magno, has 13 characters. If you want this also, let me know what you would like on the other three lines.
This Saturday & Sunday, Im having another garage sale to get rid of some of my mothers stuff. Well, I seem to have said a lot here, so Im going to leave other stuff for another letter. Hope you are feeling better. Please don’t work so hard, it doesn’t pay to get sick. Yes, I know you have to. Forgive me.
Me.
1-17-07 ( Babe to Me)
Thank you..that was so nice of you to remember her. The funeral was yesterday. Very sad, but relieved she was at peace. Lynn, Dottie and I were together..Of course, we misbehaved at times, but Jo wouldn't have expected anything else. I'm sure she was laughing along with us. You should enjoy a nice walk in the sun...WINTER has finally arrived here, however, it isn't supposed to last too long...maybe by next week, it will be up in the 40 - 50's again.
THANKS AGAIN FOR REMOTE START....I didn't wine (spelling?) too much about leaving at 7:00 am. At least, the car was nice and toasty for me.
Thanks again for thinking about us. Have a happy day.
1-16-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe, Today from 11am to noon, I went for a walk, thinking about Josephine & you. Didn’t know exactly what time the funeral was, but thinking it may have been in the morning, I prayed for her. I remember she endured a lot of illnesses for a long time, and we must believe she is in a better place today.
The two of you shared a long rewarding friendship which few experience. As I have said many times, life is too short. For those we love, time passes by so very fast, that sometimes before we act on our feelings, its too late. She was your good friend, and will be missed, but remebered. I will also remember her in my prayers .
Me
1-14-07 (Me to Babe)
I am so sorry to hear about Josephine. I do remember her and Lynn, the BBQ, her house, the whole day (even my not wanting to drink). Definetly I am greatful to have had the opportunity to have met both of them, and their husbands. I know you went back many years with her and she was special to you. I will have her in my prayers, and you also. I know this wont be easy for you. Glad Johnny will be with you today, so you dont have to face the day alone. Be strong, Babe Me-
1-13-07 (Babe to Me)
I still think you should get the car......when the time is right.
I had some bad news yesterday. My friend josephine (the one Lynn and I stayed in the Plaza with) passed away on Friday. She had been suffering with lung cancer for a long time. Actually, the week after we were at the Plaza, she was going in for radiation and chemo therapy. She had progressed very well, then developed pneumonia last year. The doctor told her at that time that the cancer was back and spreading rapidly. She told her family not to tell her when the end was near so she could live every day happily. She finally passed away at home with her family around her.
The wake was today, Sunday and Monday. The funeral will be Tuesday. I hope you remember her. We went to her house for a BBQ during the summer, but had to stay inside because it was raining. We all played charades that day. I'm happy you were able to get to know her and the rest of my friends.
I feel really sad today. Johnny and I will be at the wake all day tomorrow. I couldn't go today because I was working, and Monday as well. I have to work all day Tuesday because Athena is on vacation for a few days, so I'll miss the funeral too. I know Jo would've understood.
Talk to you soon.
me
1-13-07 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe,About the car. I meant, I want an identical car to yours. Same year, same color, same interior, same everything down to the pink heart on the door. The reason I want it identical is to remember you by it. I dont want a new model, or any other model, its not you. As for driving a new car out of a showroom, never. That, I leave for you. The next new car should be driven out by you. (and I would like to give it to you, again). Also, know, that I cannot buy the car now, I must wait till I have some money, and, I get a job with some kind of income. Banks have this rule, they dont like to lend money to unemployed people.MDNY will not be sending you anything, I took care of the paperwork. They only want to receive their monthly premium, and they are happy. What is happening with your medical insurance coverage situation? I must ask, because I do not have any medical coverage in Florida (and I may need it in the future), but am still paying premiums for my own coverage through our policy in NY. So if I get sick, or need something major, I must return to NY to get medical attention. Just so you know, I cannot stop my coverage without stopping yours. The company plan is for a "group" of two minimum. So I must pay for mine, although I cannot use it. You are never a "burden"!!!! I believe the meaning of a burden is when one does not wish to take care of another. I can only hope to be able to take care of you the rest of my life.On a better note, I said you are not a burden, because I always wanted to take care of you. Of seeing you healthy. Of seeing you happy. Of being financially secure. I do want you to be happy! I do want you to have the best of everything, including health insurance, money for bills, love, and security. I say this, yet you dont have any of them. I have failed you. All the times I have said how much I love you, and I do, yet I cannot seem to give you the few things which can bring you health, security, and love. Im sorry for failing you.
Forgive me,
Me
1-9-07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
Thanks for writing and letting me know what's happening with you. I'm glad to hear you're feeling better. ALso, I hope Luis and Julia are well too. Was your garage sale a success. It must have been a bit difficult deciding what to keep and what to sell. The weather has been unusually mild here, thankfully!! It actually reached 70 degrees a few days ago. It's been mostly in the 50;s and 60's. We've had a few cold days (oh yeah...THANKS AGAIN for REMOTE START)!!! It should start getting colder, but we've definitely been lucky so far. Today is a bit chilly, but still sunny.
On a very important note...You should ABSOLUTELY get yourself a Mustang Convertible!!...It's a terrific car and you'll look great driving it!...most of all..you deserve it. Did you mean an identical car..or colors too? You'll love it. Let me know when you drive it out of the dealership, so I can envy you.
How was your New Year? I know it's never been one of our favorites, however, you should start your year off with a new car!!!
I went to the doctor for some antibiotic. I couldn't shake the flu. I'm scheduled for a physical in the next couple of weeks. I haven't received any paperwork from MDNY, but if you took care of it...thank you so much again. I'm trying to stay healthy. Sorry to be a burden to you even still.
Talk soon,
Me
1-9-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe, This is the sixth letter I start to write to you since the new year. The other five had many of my feelings for you, and were just too sappy. This one Im trying to keep to saying; Im feeling good, had a garage sale already, Luis is fine, the weather is warm, but most of this would not be realistic, nor correct. Well, I do have a story to tell you. Luis has a small collection of die cast cars, (about 14) and I found a Mustang GT convertible (although its yellow) which I just had to get. It now sits on a book shelf in the living room to remind me of yours. I am thinking about buying a car identical to yours for myself. I am glad to hear you had a nice Holiday, and life is good to you and the kids. Are you seeing a Doctor? Talk soon, Me
1-2-07 (Babe to Me)
OK..now I know you must've been driniking!! I definitely can't look the same for all those years.....but thank you. New Year's Eve isn't one of my favorite holidays, but I had a nice time anyway. I hope the very same for you. A safe, happy year. Thanks again for everything. Regards to Julie and Luis.
Talk soon.
me
1-1-07 ( Me to Babe)
Hi Babe: Happy New Year! Im sitting here with 4 of your photo albums reminiscing about each and every one of your photos. Do you know that each one has its own definite meaning. Each photo reminds me of a different vacation, or event we did, or situation we were in. There are so many from the Radisson, but each has its own story. They are from different years, different cities (Orlando, Ft Lauderdale, Miami, Vegas), with different bathing suits, sitting on different types of chairs, but the towels are all set up the same way. And, do you know, you look just as beautiful in the 2005 bathing suit (only one with your tattoo) to the first trip to Vegas in 1996. 106. Well, Babe, I truly hope 2007 will be a good and safe year for you and the kids. Wish you all the best. Remember, if you need anything, Im just a call away. Be good, MeThis is what I'm doing on New Years Eve, at midnight. Thinking about you.
Just wanted to let you know that I shipped the wine bottles today UPS. However, they would not allow mw to send it in the Vodka box, but they did re-pack it. You should be receiving it by Monday.
As for the cost, and the check, please send me a check for one dollar, and dont forget to sign it. I still have the one for $35.00 you gave me, and I just want to get another signature of yours. (dont really have to)
I know what you mean about the Arby's, because there was a time when Luis wanted to go to a Friday's, but I told him I could not go there because that was a place we used to go often, and it would remind me too much of our dinners there. Fridays is a place I could never, ever, go without you.(Radisson is the 6000 building)Enjoy the wine,
Me
3/14/07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
Thank you so much. I really wanted one for myself, but didn't want to ask you to get too many. After I had sent the email to you I remembered how you would refer to these things as your "missions". You always came through and absolutely NEVER let me down...as you did once again this time. Thank you so much for "as usual" making sure I had the same (if not more) than everyone else. Let me know how much I need to send you and I'll write a check. I certainly don't expect you to foot the bill for this. I know you're getting upset that I'm saying this, but please don't be. It would take the remainder of my time here to even begin to make up for everything you've alreaday given me.
Seriously for a minute....I should've told you more often that of everyone else in my life...you will always be the one who I've learned I can count on forever. Thanks again.
Oh, I knew there was something I wanted to tell you....there is an Arby's in the food court at the Broadway Mall now. I haven't gone there and don't think I will because it has alot of sentimental memories for us. Besides it wouldn't be the same, if we weren't eating the sandwich either poolside in Florida outside of the ..shit..600 or 6000 building...I neve could remember the friggin number, or getting on a flight back to NY after a great vacation.
Talk to you soon....thanks again
Me
3/13/07 (Me to Babe)
Babe, I'm on a "Mission"!!!
Did't really know how many bottles you wanted. So, I suspected two, is what you needed. Well, this mission was easy. I already got them. But instead of two, which you are giving away, I got you a third, so you can keep one for yourself. You NEEEEEED ONE! I just got you get those styrofoam peanuts so I can pack it good before shipping it. By the way its coming in a Vodka box, only one I could get that would fit. Will ship it by the end of the week, UPS.Thanks for the "mission". Need more? Let me know.
Me
3/12/07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
Wow..It sounds like you have a definite plan & goal for yourself. I'm very happy to hear that. You deserve only good things now. I'm glad you've been given the opportunity to have free/non-working time for yourself. I guess your mom provided whatever she could for you to be able to help you with anything you need for the future. The rest is up to you. I truly hope you go wherever makes you happy and you can connect with your girls again. I'm sure they'll re-think the relationship and realize sometimes even late is better than never to have you in their lives again. Good Luck.
If you have some time and would like another one of my "adventures in finding something", I have a little favor....I found a sparkling wine called "PINK" in one of my cooking magazines. It is imported from Australia by a company called Yellowglen. Unfortunately, because of some friggin regulations, it can't be shipped to New York. There are several states it's allowed and Florida is one of them. I have 2 options: Do you think you could call a couple of liquor stores in Miami (local to you) and find out if they carry it, or if I ordered it from the Yelloglen website and had it shipped to you, would you be able to ship it to me? I wanted to give a bottle to Toni and Cindi for a house-warming present. Let me know if you mind doing this. I perfectly understand if you don't. I'll absolutely pay for whatever expenses you have to get it to me..
Please don't feel obligated to do it..Nevada is another state that it can be shipped to, however, trying to explain it to Martha may be a bit difficult.!!!...Thanks again. Let me know.
I have to get back to work, talk to you soon. Regards to Luis and Julie
Me
3/10/07 (Me to Babe)
Babe:The last 10 to 12 days have been one of many decisions for me. Allow me to explain. It started out with deciding whether to continue the mortgage company in NY or to discontinue it. The Banking Dept is requiring a lot more paperwork as well as huge amounts of fees that I just don’t see meeting at this time. I only saw a benefit for keeping the company open in NY if there was a possibility of me returning. Secondly, the car’s license plate. I am using the NY one, and have looked into Florida insurance which is considerably cheaper than NY, but with that, I must change the plates also. I was thinking about keeping the NY plates on the car till they expire in October 07, but it seems I get a greater savings from the insurance part, than if I kept the NY plates till October.
I also looked into the insurance on my mother’s house when it is finally turned over to me. And, also into the real estate taxes. You are never going to believe this one. The house insurance, with a $2500 deductible, will be $4283 per year. The taxes will go from the current $2090, to $7,964. This is outrageous! I won’t pay these kinds of taxes.
Another thing I am contemplating is getting the Florida Real Estate license. I contacted an old friend of my mother from Cuba, who is a Realtor here, and she introduced me to the Broker of her firm who also owns a mortgage company. I have placed my Florida Mortgage Brokers license, which I already had, with him. And I will be applying for the real estate classes which I must do all over again for Florida for the State exam. This whole process, I suspect will take several months more.
One other thing that I have been contemplating is that because of the exorbitant costs of insurance and taxes on the house, I was thinking about selling it and using the money to get a Condo. The Condo’s are averaging $200,000 to $250,000. The average taxes are approximately $3500 -3800. These are a lot more manageable than $12,000 for a house. I have been thinking about these ideas because I want to have something I can call my own at some point in my life. And, once my mother’s house is sold, I will have to find a place to live. Fortunately, Florida does not have basements! I have also not given up on the idea of Vegas, although Arizona may also be an alternative. There are a lot more decisions I must make, and as you know, I do not make any decisions very readily. It is also possible for me to buy a Condo here in Miami and also buy one in Vegas. If I did such a thing, it will be with the intention of eventually moving out there after Luis and Julie are gone.
You mentioned about my enjoying a mini retirement, and it’s true I do not have a 9-5, Monday to Friday job-which I wish I never have. But for now, my job (or it can be called volunteer work) is to spend time with Luis, and doing things for Julie. Just to give you an example: Julie is forgetting many things that she says, or does. Recently she received a mail advertisement about an insurance program, and the ad seemed logical to her. She called the agent in, and changed her health insurance coverage. Then forgot about it, and kept on seeing the same Doctors she had under the old plan. When the Doctors didn’t get paid by the old company, they started to bill her directly. Now, I’m trying to resolve this issue between the Doctors, and the Insurance Companies. So, I guess to answer your question, I do not consider myself semi retired, although I do not see myself as employed.
As for keeping in touch with Floyd and others in NY; I have spoken with Floyd a few times over the months because he wants to know if I am coming back to NY. I have been evasive in telling him I’m not returning, because I still have one deal pending, and I wish to get paid in full. There are a few other friends I do keep in touch with. As for Neal—must you ask—I don’t ever want to hear from him.
Babe, I wish to be able to establish myself someplace that I can call my own – my own house or apartment – have my own furniture, somewhere I can move to or from without having to pack everything I own into a car. The fact at my age, I have made two major moves, in which all I own have fit into a car. One thing I know for sure is that I am not the smartest, but certainly one of the luckiest men on this earth. I have not only had the privilege of loving the most beautiful woman I have ever known, but I have also had the outstanding luck of working in an industry where I have not been required to work 9-5, Monday to Friday. I have earned a good income over the years, and I’m grateful that I have been able to survive for almost two years without having to have had to work to make ends meet. True that from time to time, funds seem to dry out, and I’m reaching that end again, but somehow the bills have always been paid. This is why I consider myself very lucky. I know you may not agree with me in this respect. I know that is very difficult for you to have to work two, maybe three jobs to pay your bills. And, perhaps what I am saying here may make no sense to you, but it is a reality of what I am living. For once, (in the past two years) I am looking forward to having a future, to having my own place, to start working the business (maybe even a different one) again.
I have been in touch with my kids (a long story which revolves around Julie). They are angry with me for not contacting them when my mother died. And for not doing what I should have done in regards to them as a father for 11 years. I hope in the future, they may forgive me, although I know the damage is irreparable to both of them.
Im going to stop for now, but I have a story to tell you about the dog in the next letter. (or book I write you)Me
3/ /07 (Babe to Me)
HI,
OOps...I didn't know that about he blood thing... I guess I'll have to do without the pretty pink laptop until I strike it rich. I was really only kidding about needing it (wanting it is another story..lolol)...I knew it would make you smile when I said that. I actually googled "pink computers/laptops"...they really DO make pink ones!!!...that are much less expensive. Maybe someday....
Really though...I know you would get it for me, but it's at the bottom of the list of things I truly need right now....thanks anyway. As for the M&M's....I saw the website and you have to buy 4 bags of those personalized M&M's....it's a cute idea.....but not right now...thanks again.
How's everything going by you? I don't mean to be funny, but what are you doing besides having garage sales and caring for Luis & Julie? Are you working? If not, I hope you're enjoying your mini-retirement. You definitely deserve it. Do you still keep in touch with anyone here? Floyd, Neil or Jose? What about your girls? I honestly hope you've been able to connect with them again. I'm so sorry about that situation. I know it had alot to do with me.
Have to get back to work...talk to you again soon. I was going to call you last week just to talk. Is that OK with you?
Me.
3/4/07 (Me to Babe)
About this laptop computer. It's impossible for you to sell a gallon of your blood. As per 'ask.yahoo.com', "A woman weighing 110 pounds would have about 3.5 quarts.", (less than a gallon), and I know you don't weigh 110 pounds!!! And, don't you even kid about selling a kidney! Look at how Luis is living. If you want it, just ask.Just like the M&M's.
Me
2/26 /07 (Babe to Me)
I NEED THAT!!!!!!!!.......
....all I have to do is sell a kidney and a gallon of blood!!!!!
2/25/07 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe
Thanks for writing me, and giving so much to talk about here. First, Im glad to hear about Mike, guess he is serious about his girlfriend. Am also glad to hear he is making all the arrangements for his travels. He has already grown up!!! Keep enjoying him for as long as you can. As for John, I know he can take care of himself. Just keep worrying when he goes out.
Second, thanks for telling me about how you felt and about the Doctor. You are right, I always want to know how you feel. Mostly because I want you to be alright, all the time. If you ever need anything…, … you know.
Third, I have great respect for your mother for traveling cross country twice a year alone (I would still be willing to pick her up, & bring her to NY). She is happy in Vegas, in her own home, with her friends, and going out to the Casinos. She really knows how to enjoy her life. One thing, what do you tell her about me, us, when she asks? Does she know how I still feel about you?
When I asked if you were happy, I meant you, about you. I know your kids are the most important thing in your life, as I have always agreed should be, and your friends are second, but how about yourself? About your life?
Julie has a new set of teeth. I know, what did she have before? She had her teeth pulled one by one over the years, and never replaced them. She received an award from her accident and she used the money to get her dentures made. She is happy to be able to each things she can bite other than mush stuff. Luis has fallen 4 times outside and in his apartment because his knees are getting weaker. He now has a wheelchair to get around when he wants to use it.
You know how Im always looking for new, original things for you. Well, I found a web site for you to look at: http://usa.asus.com/event/microsoft/s6.html , this is a PINK laptop computer.
You know you should have it.
Im okay. Gaining weight from eating crap at night. Don’t do any exercise (you know me). Next letter Ill tell you about the measly garage sale, and the next one I want to schedule in March. Also what I plan on doing with the house.Please be well, and always let me know how you are.
Me
2/22/07 ( Babe to Me)
Hi,
How are you? Hope all is well with everyone. Thanks for your nice Valentine's Day message. It really did mean alot to me that you remembered.
I haven't been feeling too well for a couple of days. I went to the doctor because I was having some chest discomfort and my right arm and fingers were very tingly and numb.....a little scary. Thankfully, after several tests, everything seemed to be normal. I'm waiting for the results of the blood work. Hopefully that will be OK as well. I'll let you know.
Other than that, it's pretty uneventful here. Working, gym, home, kids... My mother went back to Vegas yesterday after being here since October! You know she was happy to get back there. I spoke to her last night. She said the flight back was great!
Michael is dating a girl he met through a friend of his. She lives in Rhode Island so he's been traveling there by Amtrak (YIKES) once a month. He stays for the weekend. It definitely feels a bit strange. I'm happy for him. It's so strange that he makes all his Amtrak and LIRR reservations and travels alone. I know you understand what I'm talking about. My baby has grown up!! John bought himself an ATV and goes riding with his friends. Of course, I have no fingernails left when he takes that thing out, because I've bit them all off. So far he has all his teeth, no broken bones and his head is still attached.
You asked me in your last email if I'm happy. Well, I suupose the fact that the boys are doing well and happy is all I've ever really wanted. I'm a bit sad that Cindi and Toni are both far away now, but that's life. Cindi closed on her house yesterday. I saw the new BLACK owner. I have a feeling he's going to fix up the house and sell it for a profit.
Well, that's about it for now. Talk to you soon,
Me
2-14-07 (Me to Babe)
Happy Valentines DayHad to. Know its not your favorite Holiday, so I'll keep it un-sappy. But, just had to write you something.106Are you happy? Me
2-12-07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
How are you? HOpe you had a good weekend and a successful 2nd. garage sale. I'm not sure if I remembered to tell you that Cindi finally closed on her house. They had to reduce their (dellusional) price from $489,000 to $350,000. I think they both had a reality check when nobody was even looking at the house let alone making any offers. I haven't seen the new owners yet and don't know much about them...so we'll see. Also, Toni moved to Pennsylvania. She found a gorgeous house and had her house for sale as well, but didn't get her price, so she's just renting it for now. She said just in case she really hated it in PA, she would have a place to come back to .
Other than that, nothing much new. John had a nice birthday. He wanted me & Michael to go out with him and his girlfriend on the Friday night before his birthday to a restaurant to meet a bunch of his co-workers. I only stayed about 2 hrs., then went home. On Saturday, my family came over with Martha for cake and coffee. My mother sent her regards to you. She'll be heading back to Vegas at the end of the month. Nicole's Sweet 16 birthday party is this weekend so she's staying for that. I hope you did something special with Luis and Julie for his birthday.. Also, I was happy to hear about the nice new home for the dog.
The weather here turned very, very cold for a few days, but is getting a tiny bit milder. Maybe some snow tomorrow.
Hope you're well. Talk to you soon.
Me
2-2-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe: Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and Johnny on his birthday. I do wish him well, and a good year ahead. Sunday is the Super Bowl game, and I can remember the times we spent watching the games in your living room, eating snacks & having a good time (and massaging your feet). I will miss that. In fact I will not even watch the whole game, only remote to it from time to time. It doesn't mean the same to me anymore. Keep warm, I see it will be cold these coming few days. Hope Johnny has fun, and gets all he wants on his day. (he deserves it)
Me
1-29-07 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe:
Garage Sale: Two long days. Sold about $550 worth of stuff. At times it was hectic, but I had help. Julie was there, as were George and his wife. He was a good friend of my mothers, but he is showing his 85 years of age. Maybe I will have another one mid February. I will let you know.
When I read your emails, I try to put your expressions to them. Such as your hand going up, or raising your index finger, or stomping your right foot, etc to make your point. Its great remembering your unique ways of doing things. I’ll never forget them.
About your pictures, and your face; they were and are good memories. And I will never get tired of your face, or other parts, in fact, I can never get enough of you! I’ve always said that.
Told Luis about, “give him a big hug and a kiss” for his birthday, and he said thanks, but if I did that, he would beat me to death, so…
About the dog. He has a new home. I must tell you the whole story. Julie had spread the info about looking for a home for the dog, and a friend of her son’s Tony’s wife, who worked at a medical office, mentioned to her co-workers the story about the dog, and a man who was in the waiting room waiting for his son who was seeing the Doctor, looked up, and said he wanted to get a dog for his son. They exchanged info, and he called Julie, who asked him to come to the house. When he arrived with his son, the boy, about 10, fell in love with the dog. The man, mentioned the boys mother had passed away a few months before, and he did not want any Christmas presents, but he wanted a dog. So, the rest is history. How could I say no? Well, I believe it was meant to be. As for Dukey, I miss her. In fact, Luis got me a Dachshund calendar for 2007, and there are several pictures just like Dukey. I have it up on the wall. If you ever want to, I will come & get her (and you too).
As for me looking “fine”, you were always the diplomatic one. Thanks for saying that. I remember you saying that it did not matter to you how I looked on the outside. Never really knew if it was completely the truth, or just wanting not to hurt my feelings. Now, I know you were genuinely truthful, as always. Thanks.
Me
1-24-07 (Babe to Me)
HI,
Even I think you're losing it a little...I don't like looking at MY FACE that much...and I'm stuck with me!! There's nothing wrong with memories...especially good ones.
I'm happy to hear that Luis is getting around (with your help, of course). It's good to hear that you and him see more of each other than you were able to in the past. I'm sure it makes him feel really good to have you around.
I didn't know about his birthday being the same as John's. Give him a big birthday hug and kiss for me. Do something really special with him and Julia on his birthday. He deserves it.
I've never had a garage sale...it must be fun and a little nerve-racking. I'm sure everyone wants to bargain with the price. Have fun and enjoy it....even though the reaosn is kind of sad. What ever happened to the dog? Did you keep him?.. Um..I happen to know about a cute, little, brown, friggin...oops, I meant adorable Dukey dog who's about to get the boot if you're interested...I could ship her first class. I'll even throw in her new outfits....She's actually very good, except for the peeing...oh yeah and the eating-her-own-poop situation. The boys chipped in and bought me a beautiful new rug for the living room for Christmas. (They payed for it and I picked it out)....I think they were tired of hearing me say "THIS FRIGGIN HOUSE SMELLS LIKE PEEPEE"! But on a good note: I finally listened to you and set up the baby gates so Dukey has to stay in the kitchen. I felt so bad but, it's better than the PEEPEE!!!..She has a new bed at the end of the hall outside of my bedroom. I was letting her sleep in my room during the day, but she decided to pee in there.......dam, that dog is a spiteful @#$tch. Anyway, enough about MY DOG! Oh yeah, one more thing. I have to keep the door to the computer room closed as well, because I had my groceries in there for Christmas dinner, and she ate an entire bag of marshmellows....OK NOW I'm done. Sorry
Well, winter is here...but that's OK...I have 2 great jackets that you bought me which are very warm.
Have a nice garage sale...Regards to Luis and Julia. Take care...I'm sure you look fine. We all become one of our parents at some point...
Me
1-23-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe:
No, Im not drinking yet. Just because I believe you are as beautiful today as you were years ago, and always will continue to be, doesn’t mean I must be under the influence.
Its also an absolute fact that I am driving Luis crazy with your pictures. The other day, he took the book I keep in the car, and saw the 8 to 10 pictures of you I have between the pages. He also has seen the ones in the car visor, as well as the posters at home. He told me, everywhere he looks, he finds your pictures.
Don’t think I ever told you, but Luis’s birthday is the same day as Johnny’s, February 3rd. I hope he has a nice, memorable day.
As for me, I have become my father. I looked in the mirror and I see myself as he looked, as I remember him, before he passed away. He was a strong man, who endured a lot in his life, and although I don’t come close to living through what he had, I seem to have received many of his physical attributes.
Did you ever tell me if you wanted the M&M’s with your name on them? Also, I have found a company which makes “dog tags” like the army has, which can hold up to 13 characters and four lines. And, Philipa Magno, has 13 characters. If you want this also, let me know what you would like on the other three lines.
This Saturday & Sunday, Im having another garage sale to get rid of some of my mothers stuff. Well, I seem to have said a lot here, so Im going to leave other stuff for another letter. Hope you are feeling better. Please don’t work so hard, it doesn’t pay to get sick. Yes, I know you have to. Forgive me.
Me.
1-17-07 ( Babe to Me)
Thank you..that was so nice of you to remember her. The funeral was yesterday. Very sad, but relieved she was at peace. Lynn, Dottie and I were together..Of course, we misbehaved at times, but Jo wouldn't have expected anything else. I'm sure she was laughing along with us. You should enjoy a nice walk in the sun...WINTER has finally arrived here, however, it isn't supposed to last too long...maybe by next week, it will be up in the 40 - 50's again.
THANKS AGAIN FOR REMOTE START....I didn't wine (spelling?) too much about leaving at 7:00 am. At least, the car was nice and toasty for me.
Thanks again for thinking about us. Have a happy day.
1-16-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe, Today from 11am to noon, I went for a walk, thinking about Josephine & you. Didn’t know exactly what time the funeral was, but thinking it may have been in the morning, I prayed for her. I remember she endured a lot of illnesses for a long time, and we must believe she is in a better place today.
The two of you shared a long rewarding friendship which few experience. As I have said many times, life is too short. For those we love, time passes by so very fast, that sometimes before we act on our feelings, its too late. She was your good friend, and will be missed, but remebered. I will also remember her in my prayers .
Me
1-14-07 (Me to Babe)
I am so sorry to hear about Josephine. I do remember her and Lynn, the BBQ, her house, the whole day (even my not wanting to drink). Definetly I am greatful to have had the opportunity to have met both of them, and their husbands. I know you went back many years with her and she was special to you. I will have her in my prayers, and you also. I know this wont be easy for you. Glad Johnny will be with you today, so you dont have to face the day alone. Be strong, Babe Me-
1-13-07 (Babe to Me)
I still think you should get the car......when the time is right.
I had some bad news yesterday. My friend josephine (the one Lynn and I stayed in the Plaza with) passed away on Friday. She had been suffering with lung cancer for a long time. Actually, the week after we were at the Plaza, she was going in for radiation and chemo therapy. She had progressed very well, then developed pneumonia last year. The doctor told her at that time that the cancer was back and spreading rapidly. She told her family not to tell her when the end was near so she could live every day happily. She finally passed away at home with her family around her.
The wake was today, Sunday and Monday. The funeral will be Tuesday. I hope you remember her. We went to her house for a BBQ during the summer, but had to stay inside because it was raining. We all played charades that day. I'm happy you were able to get to know her and the rest of my friends.
I feel really sad today. Johnny and I will be at the wake all day tomorrow. I couldn't go today because I was working, and Monday as well. I have to work all day Tuesday because Athena is on vacation for a few days, so I'll miss the funeral too. I know Jo would've understood.
Talk to you soon.
me
1-13-07 (Me to Babe)
Hi Babe,About the car. I meant, I want an identical car to yours. Same year, same color, same interior, same everything down to the pink heart on the door. The reason I want it identical is to remember you by it. I dont want a new model, or any other model, its not you. As for driving a new car out of a showroom, never. That, I leave for you. The next new car should be driven out by you. (and I would like to give it to you, again). Also, know, that I cannot buy the car now, I must wait till I have some money, and, I get a job with some kind of income. Banks have this rule, they dont like to lend money to unemployed people.MDNY will not be sending you anything, I took care of the paperwork. They only want to receive their monthly premium, and they are happy. What is happening with your medical insurance coverage situation? I must ask, because I do not have any medical coverage in Florida (and I may need it in the future), but am still paying premiums for my own coverage through our policy in NY. So if I get sick, or need something major, I must return to NY to get medical attention. Just so you know, I cannot stop my coverage without stopping yours. The company plan is for a "group" of two minimum. So I must pay for mine, although I cannot use it. You are never a "burden"!!!! I believe the meaning of a burden is when one does not wish to take care of another. I can only hope to be able to take care of you the rest of my life.On a better note, I said you are not a burden, because I always wanted to take care of you. Of seeing you healthy. Of seeing you happy. Of being financially secure. I do want you to be happy! I do want you to have the best of everything, including health insurance, money for bills, love, and security. I say this, yet you dont have any of them. I have failed you. All the times I have said how much I love you, and I do, yet I cannot seem to give you the few things which can bring you health, security, and love. Im sorry for failing you.
Forgive me,
Me
1-9-07 (Babe to Me)
Hi,
Thanks for writing and letting me know what's happening with you. I'm glad to hear you're feeling better. ALso, I hope Luis and Julia are well too. Was your garage sale a success. It must have been a bit difficult deciding what to keep and what to sell. The weather has been unusually mild here, thankfully!! It actually reached 70 degrees a few days ago. It's been mostly in the 50;s and 60's. We've had a few cold days (oh yeah...THANKS AGAIN for REMOTE START)!!! It should start getting colder, but we've definitely been lucky so far. Today is a bit chilly, but still sunny.
On a very important note...You should ABSOLUTELY get yourself a Mustang Convertible!!...It's a terrific car and you'll look great driving it!...most of all..you deserve it. Did you mean an identical car..or colors too? You'll love it. Let me know when you drive it out of the dealership, so I can envy you.
How was your New Year? I know it's never been one of our favorites, however, you should start your year off with a new car!!!
I went to the doctor for some antibiotic. I couldn't shake the flu. I'm scheduled for a physical in the next couple of weeks. I haven't received any paperwork from MDNY, but if you took care of it...thank you so much again. I'm trying to stay healthy. Sorry to be a burden to you even still.
Talk soon,
Me
1-9-07 (Me to Babe)
Babe, This is the sixth letter I start to write to you since the new year. The other five had many of my feelings for you, and were just too sappy. This one Im trying to keep to saying; Im feeling good, had a garage sale already, Luis is fine, the weather is warm, but most of this would not be realistic, nor correct. Well, I do have a story to tell you. Luis has a small collection of die cast cars, (about 14) and I found a Mustang GT convertible (although its yellow) which I just had to get. It now sits on a book shelf in the living room to remind me of yours. I am thinking about buying a car identical to yours for myself. I am glad to hear you had a nice Holiday, and life is good to you and the kids. Are you seeing a Doctor? Talk soon, Me
1-2-07 (Babe to Me)
OK..now I know you must've been driniking!! I definitely can't look the same for all those years.....but thank you. New Year's Eve isn't one of my favorite holidays, but I had a nice time anyway. I hope the very same for you. A safe, happy year. Thanks again for everything. Regards to Julie and Luis.
Talk soon.
me
1-1-07 ( Me to Babe)
Hi Babe: Happy New Year! Im sitting here with 4 of your photo albums reminiscing about each and every one of your photos. Do you know that each one has its own definite meaning. Each photo reminds me of a different vacation, or event we did, or situation we were in. There are so many from the Radisson, but each has its own story. They are from different years, different cities (Orlando, Ft Lauderdale, Miami, Vegas), with different bathing suits, sitting on different types of chairs, but the towels are all set up the same way. And, do you know, you look just as beautiful in the 2005 bathing suit (only one with your tattoo) to the first trip to Vegas in 1996. 106. Well, Babe, I truly hope 2007 will be a good and safe year for you and the kids. Wish you all the best. Remember, if you need anything, Im just a call away. Be good, MeThis is what I'm doing on New Years Eve, at midnight. Thinking about you.
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