4/18/07 (Babe to Me)
HI,

Please don't worry about me...I'll be fine. Just need a few days off. I know what you're trying to say in your email, however, as with many things in life..it's easier said than done. I'm not ready to leave my kids, sell the house and uproot myself to another State. I know you may think it's an easy decision, but it's not. Believe me, choosing between not working and working a very long day isn't a tough decision. I'm doing what I have to do right now. Please try and understand that. I'm really do the best I can and what I feel I have to for the boys and myself. Of course, I would rather be in beautiful , sunny Florida ..and not working. That's a no-brainer!! It almost feels like you're shaking your head and saying what a dum-dum I am for staying here. I don't resent you for not having to work, but please respect me for taking care of what I have to do.

Sorry if I sound a bit angry, but I'm worn out, tired and feeling a bit sorry for myself that's all. I hope everyone there is well. Take care. Talk to you soon.

Me