7-14-07 (Me to Babe)

Hi Babe:
Two years ago today, I left you, after having a wonderful and memorable day with you. As I’ve said often, I have always been waiting for July 20th, 2005 to come back. I suppose at some point I must realize that that is not going to happen. It’s difficult for me, so please bear with me. Please understand that making a change in one’s life that one does not wish to happen is very difficult to accept. Maybe it will take another year, or two, or more for me to accept. Not only that we are not together, but that it may never happen. One other thing that I believe keeps me thinking it may happen is the fact that I have not completely have let go of New York. You see, I still have the 516 phone number. Still have the NY license plate (they don’t expire till October). Still have my checking account open in NY. Still have the business registered in NY. Still paying old bills from NY. And, Im still paying Realtor dues to Libor & MLS. You see, there still are a lot of ties to NY, and until I no longer have those ties, I guess I will continue to think that maybe I could return. I know it will just take time. What is that old saying: time heals all wounds? Well, I guess it’s true.

I hope at some point during the day, you may think of me and hope you may forget everything and everyone in your life right now, and just think for a minute about us, about what you and I had.

And, thanks for all the wonderful things we did on this day.
Me